Unfair

My Friend,
              I see you everyday,
              I think about you everyday,
              After getting up and before sleeping.
              I care so much about you, but I can’t tell,
              I fear I would lose you,
              As Love, but also as a friend.
              You can’t imagine what it feels,
              To hear someone else’s name from your lips,
              And to pretend to be elated about it.
              I wish I could take you away,
              And make you fall in love with me.
              I wish I could make you laugh n’ laugh ,
              Until you start begging no more please.
              I wish I didn’t have to eat my words,
              Every time you asked “who’s she?”
              I wish I didn’t have to wish so much,
              I wish it could have all come true.
              I know it’s unfair to you,
              I know you would think I deceived you,
              But try to understand my difficulty,
              If you could.
I am sorry, but I love you.

~RavS