World

I feel I am surrounded by vultures who are hungry for my flesh and skin. And the only way to save myself is to become a flesh-eater myself. I am tired of having to compete for things that don’t matter to me. And I am tired of trying to explain myself to the ones who would never understand me. All this rationality and logics of the world makes me sick through my bones… I want to go live in a world where irrationality rules. Where people are mad, so that even if they don’t understand my insanity, they won’t judge me at least. Where no one would laugh when I say I can achieve anything I want to. Where no one would lecture me about the rules, because none exists. Where I would be free to create and break my own customs, tread my own path, and decide what, when and how to love. That’s the world I dream to live in one day. And take my own world there, with me. ...

​So you want to defeat the world? That’s a heroic endeavour Supergirl. But I wonder if that’s what God sent you on Earth for. No I don’t doubt your capability even a little. Half of you is more than enough stacked against the world. The world will try to put all its forces against you precious, It will cajole, it will scare, it will change its colors, But the blood flowing under your skin is thick and stubborn. I know you will stand your ground, take on every weapon in their arsenal, Defeat each and everyone of them, and finally win the battle, But know this, even if you win the battle, you will lose the war. The sole aim of the world is to not let you achieve what you set out for. And it would win, if its pettiness gets you entangled, Messing with it, is not how you defeat the world. ...

ऐ मुझसे दर्द-ए-जुदाई की उम्मीद रखने वालों, कभी मेरी रुखसत-ए-दुनिया पर दो आंसूं बहा लेना। ऐ मेरी आह पर वाह वाह करने वालों, कभी कबर् पर आकर दो जुगनू जला देना। मैं आज ज़िंदा हूँ, कल का मुझे होश कहाँ, जो न रहूँ, एक याद समझ यादों में जिला लेना। ~रबी [ Hey all of you who expect me to be pained by your separation, When I separate from the world, please try to shed 2 tears, Hey all of you who applause when I scream through my guts, On my grave, please do come and burn 2 candles, I am alive today, I am not sure about tomorrow, If am not there, please do keep me alive in your memories. ] ...