Unfair

My Friend, I see you everyday, I think about you everyday, After getting up and before sleeping. I care so much about you, but I can’t tell, I fear I would lose you, As Love, but also as a friend. You can’t imagine what it feels, To hear someone else’s name from your lips, And to pretend to be elated about it. I wish I could take you away, And make you fall in love with me. I wish I could make you laugh n’ laugh , Until you start begging no more please. I wish I didn’t have to eat my words, Every time you asked “who’s she?” I wish I didn’t have to wish so much, I wish it could have all come true. I know it’s unfair to you, I know you would think I deceived you, But try to understand my difficulty, If you could. I am sorry, but I love you. ...