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A time came when I thought I am not going to grow up, And become the man I deserved, To be, with the amount of pain I withstood. But then these words came in my life, and they saved me from dying, They gave me the feathers to fly, And touch the sky, with a thousand nautical mile. No, I was never dumb or mute, I just didn’t wanna talk to you, Not because we had any unresolved issues, But you just wouldn’t have understood it through. What it means to be a loner in an overcrowded world, And no one being there share it to. But now I am back, With all the aggression that I earlier lacked, If you diss me, I will diss you more, get that, And If you behave, you’ll surely gain my respect. I don’t care what you think of me, I don’t have time to spend on thee, I ain’t saying make me an idol and start worshiping, But I deserve my space and Now I demanding it. ...

Sitting around, I try to make sense of this life, Sometimes it feels lovely sometimes it feels like a knife, Has been put around my neck, And someone is choking me from inside, as I gasp for breadth. I get up everyday, all pumped up to conquer, The world, but then the external and internal forces conspire and whisper, to each other. They make me lose the battle even before it starts, And that’s why I hate it so much, because I don’t even get a chance, To fight for the glory, To fight for respect, To fight these demons, Hiding inside my head. ...

It sucks to know what you are going through, It sucks that I can’t come ‘n meet you, It sucks that I am far far-away, It sucks that no-one is there to cheer you , It sucks that you are suffering so much, It sucks that there’s nothing that I can do , And I would have done it earlier if only I knew, But from today, I will pray, that you get well soon. Have Faith. Endure. ...