I took some drugs today

I was drowning in my own mucous. Fluids flowing from nose, mouth ‘n ears, Saliva in and saliva out, Puking in and Puking out, The windpipe was stinging like hell, Like that kid taking tequila shots felt. Some powdered substance and a syringe, Some through mouth and Some through veins. I took some drugs today, It wasn’t pretty but I had to take. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep. Shivering like a weathered leaf, Spiking headache was unbearable, The back was broken beyond recognizable. The legs said we can no longer hold on , I was burning like a pre-heated oven, More para- and more analgesic, Couldn’t take more lest I would have killed. ...

August 7, 2014  · #238