Disappointment

I thought you were an angel, But you turned out to be a fucking human just like everyone else, I thought I was your saviour, But now I realize you already had what you needed. I hope one day the world burns and you burn with it, I hope your skin gets roasted and I get to pour a little more gasoline, You know why you were able to hurt me, More than anybody else could possibly hurt? It’s because I cared about you more than anyone else, And more than anyone else ever could, It’s because I considered you one of my own. I thought the world was a bad bad place, which you needed to be saved from, Now I realize you are a part of it, You yourself have come out of this very heinous world’s womb. ...

पता नहीं इसे उन्हें गलती से मिले फुर्सत के पल, या हमारी बेरोजगारी का आलम कहते हैं, की लिखते तो हैं हम सुबह-सुबह, लोग पढ़ते-पढ़ते शाम कर देते हैं। ~रबी [ Don’t know if it’s called a moment’s breather given to them, Or the fact that we don’t have any work to do, That we write it very early in the morning, But by the time they read it, it gets late in the evening. ] ...

इतनी बेरुखी से इस्तकबाल किया उन्होंने हमारा महफ़िल में , अपनों की ही बज़्म-ए-दुनिया में हम पराये बन गए। ~रबी [ She greeted me so rudely in the gathering of my owns, That I become an outcast in my own world. ]