फ़रियाद

क्यों बैठा रहे कि आके मेरी कोई फ़रियाद सुने, कभी देखा है किसी फरियादी की कोई फ़रियाद सुने ? ये ज़माना बहुत मतलबी हो चला है रबी, खुद करना है कर गुज़र, भूलकर की मेरी कोई फ़रियाद सुने। ~रबी [ Why do you keep waiting that someone will come and listen to you? Have you ever seen someone getting heard nowadays? This world has become so self-centred Rabi, Just do it, if you want to, rather than waiting for someone to help you do it. ] ...

August 5, 2015  · #326

Why?

Yeah just do one thing, take this dagger and pierce it right through the ribs into my lungs. Loving you is probably the simplest thing a man can ever get to do. And yet, at times, it feels so overwhelming, only death seems to be a better alternative. Why? ~RavS

July 2, 2015  · #325

..diss me, I will diss you more..

A time came when I thought I am not going to grow up, And become the man I deserved, To be, with the amount of pain I withstood. But then these words came in my life, and they saved me from dying, They gave me the feathers to fly, And touch the sky, with a thousand nautical mile. No, I was never dumb or mute, I just didn’t wanna talk to you, Not because we had any unresolved issues, But you just wouldn’t have understood it through. What it means to be a loner in an overcrowded world, And no one being there share it to. But now I am back, With all the aggression that I earlier lacked, If you diss me, I will diss you more, get that, And If you behave, you’ll surely gain my respect. I don’t care what you think of me, I don’t have time to spend on thee, I ain’t saying make me an idol and start worshiping, But I deserve my space and Now I demanding it. ...

June 2, 2015  · #324

पहले  क्यों  नहीं  आये  ज़िन्दगी  में

अब तक इतना क्यों रुलाया तुमने, पहले क्यों नहीं आये ज़िन्दगी में। हाँ नहीं ढूँढ पाया मैं तुम्हें, पर मैं तो खड़ा था यहीं। तुम ही आ जाते मुझे लेने। हर वक़्त सोचता हूँ, और कैसे मैं हँसाऊं तुम्हें, गुज़रा वक़्त जो नहीं मिला, वो कैसे वापस लाऊँ फिर मैं , जानती हो ना, तुम्हारी हँसी से, मेरे कितने घाव भर जाते हैं, एक ले दो मेरा नाम, प्यार से, मेरे बहुत से दर्द मिट जाते हैं। फिर अब तक इतना क्यों तड़पाया तुमने, बोलो ना, पहले क्यों नहीं आये ज़िन्दगी में ? ...

May 13, 2015  · #323

Power of Words

They said I am a poet. I used to take that as a compliment. But now I understand, it’s a responsibility. A responsibility to tell the story that was left unsaid, To unearth the emotions that were left unfelt, To force the nature to do things that were left undone. Up until now I never quite understood how a pen could be mightier than a sword. But now I know. A sword can only kill, Words can both kill and save someone. ...

April 2, 2015  · #322

अजीब-ओ-गरीब

जो कहना है कहा नहीं जाता, तुम अजीब-ओ-गरीब बातें करते हो। जो मैं पूरी कर नहीं सकता, न जाने कैसी-कैसी फरियादें करते हो। क्या सुनूँ, क्या समझूँ मैं, तुम क्या कहते, क्या छुपा कर रखते हो। न जाने क्यों लगता है तुम्हें, दवा नहीं मैं, इसलिए अपना मर्ज़ दबा कर रखते हो। छोड़ो, जब दूर जाते जाते थक जाओ, तो लौट आना, मैं कहाँ मिलूंगा, इसका पता तो तुम रखते हो। ...

March 24, 2015  · #321

First Step

Sitting around, I try to make sense of this life, Sometimes it feels lovely sometimes it feels like a knife, Has been put around my neck, And someone is choking me from inside, as I gasp for breadth. I get up everyday, all pumped up to conquer, The world, but then the external and internal forces conspire and whisper, to each other. They make me lose the battle even before it starts, And that’s why I hate it so much, because I don’t even get a chance, To fight for the glory, To fight for respect, To fight these demons, Hiding inside my head. ...

February 22, 2015  · #320

फरवरी की धूप... एक बार फिर

मुरझाई थी फूल की कली , थी बेजान डाल बेल की , तेरे बसंत से खिल गयीं , जो फिर आ गयी… तू फरवरी की धूप सी। गुनगुनी खिली खिली। शिकायत तुझे इस बात की , तेरी प्यास से दिल बुझता नहीं , मगर ज़रा से में जो बुझ गयी , तेरी प्यास फिर किस काम की। तुझ बिन है रहती उदासी , तुझ संग बंध गयी ख़ुशी। अब तू है सब कुछ तभी , जो तू नहीं, तो कुछ नहीं। ...

February 21, 2015  · #319

My World

I feel I am surrounded by vultures who are hungry for my flesh and skin. And the only way to save myself is to become a flesh-eater myself. I am tired of having to compete for things that don’t matter to me. And I am tired of trying to explain myself to the ones who would never understand me. All this rationality and logics of the world makes me sick through my bones… I want to go live in a world where irrationality rules. Where people are mad, so that even if they don’t understand my insanity, they won’t judge me at least. Where no one would laugh when I say I can achieve anything I want to. Where no one would lecture me about the rules, because none exists. Where I would be free to create and break my own customs, tread my own path, and decide what, when and how to love. That’s the world I dream to live in one day. And take my own world there, with me. ...

February 20, 2015  · #318

ज़िन्दगी   बस   कुछ   इस  तरह  से गुज़र  गयी...

ज़िन्दगी कुछ इस तरह से गुज़रती गयी , कुछ उसकी याद में, कुछ उसकी आस में , कुछ उससे , कुछ उसी की बात में , मुट्ठियाँ बंद करता रहा, वो फिसलती गयी। कुछ लड़ते लड़ते, अंहम को लगी ठेस में। कुछ नाराज़गी, कुछ अफ़सोस में , मैं चीखता रहा, वो दूर होती गयी। कुछ सोचने में, कुछ समझने में , कुछ गलतफहमियों से निकालने, निकलने में , बेबस खड़ा रहा, वो धीरे धीरे कहीं खोती गयी। ...

February 19, 2015  · #317