Out of sight. Out of mind.

I thought you were an angel,
But you turned out to be a fucking human just like everyone else,
I thought I was your saviour,
But now I realize you already had what you needed.

I hope one day the world burns and you burn with it,
I hope your skin gets roasted and I get to pour a little more gasoline,
You know why you were able to hurt me,
More than anybody else could possibly hurt?
It’s because I cared about you more than anyone else,
And more than anyone else ever could,
It’s because I considered you one of my own.
I thought the world was a bad bad place,
which you needed to be saved from,
Now I realize you are a part of it,
You yourself have come out of this very heinous world’s womb.

I tell you a little secret.
I really don’t need a single person, to survive this unbearable curse called life,
But if I like someone, I let them decide,
If they want to stay,
Be a part of it, or go away.
I trust them not to break my trust,
But you did exactly what I feared.
Gained my trust and then so brutally shattered it.

But I learned my lessons and now I am done,
Next time you are in danger, I am not coming to save you,
Oh, In fact I might come,
As you drown in swamp,
I will stand by and watch you.

Please RavS, please save me.
One last time,
You will cry for help yet again.
A part of me, out of habit, will want to catch hold of your hand.
But I will control my instincts,
And let your body dissolve,
Knees first, then waist, chest, throat, lips and nose,
Finally those eyes, as they plead for life,
They will meet mine,
And know,
I don’t adore,
you anymore.

I might even smirk a little,
To see the end of your ugliness.
Yeah that makes me an animal,
but I really don’t care,
You are either on my side,
or you were never there.
Out of sight. Out of mind.

~RavS